Progression!

I am so excited! Last night we went to the doctors and got a referral to the hospital, and also for our first scan! I can't wait until I have this as then we will be able to tell the word our news.

 

I have a stupid fear of something going wrong. Even though this wasn't planned, and is going to make us a bit financially unstable for a while, I already love the little bean. I fell incredibly lucky to be fortunate enough to easily conceive a child, and for some reason it all feels to easy. Morning sickness is a drag, however I am not puking my guts up. I am tired, but that's all.

 

So I fear that to counteract the easiness something is going to go wrong. And seeing the baby on ultrasound will be the first major hurdle to prove my theory right or wrong. So I am slightly freaking out. But telling friends and family will be a great reward if everything does go right.

 

I can't wait to see reactions and be able to talk freely to people I know who have had children. I HATE keeping secrets, and this one is huge!